What is wrong here?

Recently there was a result after a survey on the average home income of singaporeans. Which had increased over the last five years. 92% of singaporeans owned their home in singapore.

I wonder how many of us really see that report as something worth celebrating for. I wonder what it means to be the owner of a HDB flat. Will I feel proud of it when deep down I know I can be relocated almost anytime the government wants the piece of land my flat is situated on?

Everyday I lived, yet I feel like I am not living. I don't feel excited over things around me. I feel like travelling to other countries all the time. I wonder what does singapore mean to me actually. Do I feel for it at all? Perhaps I am just taking things for granted over here. Is that the problem of me only or everybody around me? If it is, what is wrong? Sigh.....